24 hours a day is so not enough. Imma face my final battle very soon yet I'm still unprepared. Everyday I keep reminding myself that time never waits for anyone, yet I'm still wasting every second of my life away doing unnecessary things. But fear is conquering me now that I cannot just sit around and wait for miracle to happen. My conscience is getting clearer already. >.<" I know, it's too late to just realise it. But..better late than never? =X Anyhow, this also means that I'll have to cut down my online time..awh. Fret not, my cellphone is always reachable. ;)

Alrighty, it's 3.20am now. Drowsy. Hungry. Gonna go sleep to bury my hunger. Night/morning!

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Out of desperation, I spoke to her again. Don't wanna mention who is she so that whatever I'm writing here will not reach her ears through readers' mouth. So anyway, I've finally succeeded in talking her into it. Without having to tell her what exactly is happening. =D I can see a glimpse of hope now..I dunno what to say. I know I'll be going through a lot of difficulties after this for some time..Hopefully I'll be able to pull through it, then I'll be back as a whole new person. =D Wish me luck!


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Last Saturday, bro wanna buy new cellphone. I tagged along, thinking of going shopping cuz I thought we were going to Pacific. But when we were already 3/4 of the journey only he told me that he decided to go Carrefour instead. -___-" If I knew then I wouldn't go cuz that place is plain boring, plus I was dead tired. Didn't sleep well on the night before due to exam. My right eye was terribly swollen and the whole eye gone red that I cannot open my eye. Scary. Anyway, just grabbed a cuppa McFlurry and some fries as lunch. Coincidentally, McD's contour glass collection is available in my colour, so I bought one. x)



It got broken on the night itself due to Mr Cheesie Turtie Senior's carelessness T.T


Oh yea, I saw something very funny! It's an ice-cream stall, actually.


Tadaa~!! Look at the name of the stall! Hahahahaha!

I wanted to MMS him immediately, but it was a Saturday. So it ends up here instead.


Nah, the eye. =X


Actually these pics considered not bad already. If you seen me that morning.. =.=" Anyhow luckily it got better before exam started. And speaking of exam..owh, owh, owh. Let's just wait.

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The day before yesterday, Sakae Teppanyaki & Sakae Izakaya at AutoCity was invaded by 5 monsters. There wasn't a single soul except for the employees cuz it was late in the afternoon that time. So we kinda like 'booked' the whole place without having to pay. Heh. Oh well I'm currently feeling very lazy, so..



Foooood. Our uber late lunch. Too lazy to name them all.


Our chef of the day, Edison.


Chef on fire o_o"


Another chef, Karon doing some pepper show.


Us, us, and us with Chef Edison.


Got introduced to the Supervisor, Josh/George. He's so omg flirty -__- But one good thing is, after meal, I was given the privilege to tour around the restaurant with Cheese as my tour guide. Went up to the first floor and man, it is so beautiful. A very nice chandelier, different types of cushions and a very nice bar.



View of our dining place from above. Guess who's that guy down there? x)


Got candid-ed while taking the pic above. -__-


I was so bloated when I reached home that I skipped dinner. Plus I had too much Unagi, it kinda made me bleargh a bit. And plus plus we had spaghetti before that somemore. =X Anyway, there's a funfair just opposite the restaurant and I was thinking to go for a round on the Ferris Wheel but time did not permit us to do so. =( Probably I'll not have anymore opportunity to have fun within this month. Oh nuuuuuuuuuu!! T__________T 18 days left. And still lazing around. What ze heck.

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Before that, I wanna talk about my previous entry. Probably the content is quite misleading, I apologize for that. But one funny thing about it is, many people made a lot of funny guesses that made me laugh so hard. Apparently the most famous guess is : "Pregnant?" Hahahaha. Next is : "Cancer? Breast cancer?" or "Chronic disease?" Hahahaha. Laugh die me lor. You guys.. are really very imaginative. Cute. Hahaha. But at least each time someone makes a guess, I'll get to laugh once. Quite fun also. =P But one thing that people don't notice is that, I said, there's only one person who can help me. If the reason is one of the above, ever wonder how the person's gonna help me out? She's not a goddess, she's not a doctor. LOL. Well anyway, I totally forgot that my cousins do read my blog =.=" Which means, Imma have to remove the previous entry to avoid further complications.


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So why am I saying that today's a bad day? Well, of course, the major part of it is due to my very own problem. Another part of it..Sighs. Actually I wanted to keep this to myself but I'm feeling too disappointed so Imma rant a bit here. Erm, maybe more than a bit. When she reads this, I bet she's gonna be mad but I couldn't be bothered anymore cuz whatever happened today had gone way over my boundary. Oh okay. There's this friend of mine, nevermind that she doesn't know about the ffffed up life I'm living. As a friend, when she's troubled and come looking for me, definitely I'll try my best to help and stand by her. I bet everyone else does. But weirdly enough, she was the one who approached me, yet I was somehow turned into a criminal o.o All of a sudden the blame is on me, reason unidentified. Yet, I still apologized but not accepted. Heh, funny. So in order to avoid strained friendship, I decided to skip the conversation. Then I went out with Eve to get something and caught a movie impromptuly. Well don't bother about the movie first. Couldn't sleep last night. Only one hour and this morning I was kinda zombiefied. Migraine and swollen eyes that I cannot put on my contacts. Not important anyway.

So back to what I was saying. Friend of mine, yeah. We didn't really talk this morning cuz I was kinda hurt by what she said yesterday. I'm not sure why but she got angry and ignored me in return. We had a group work, asked her to take a look at what I've completed [well, we were supposed to discuss together, but you know.] but I got turned down. "Don't wanna see," says her. o.o Okay. I have my patience. During break time, another friend and I waited for her, but she got up and just stormed out. Again, I still have my patience. I told this another friend of mine that maybe we should just check her out, so we followed her [to the restroom] and waited outside. We sat on a bench under the tree and when she returned, instead of joining us, she picked some other bench. Well, okayyy patience is virtue. I grabbed the friend and walked towards her. I was obviously stepping back already, wasn't I? Anyhow. If you're smart enough, you're gonna know that we still got ignored. Hahaha. So we both stood behind her to wait for some response for some time. Then suddenly we heard some weird sound coming from above us and when we looked up, we saw an omfg-ly sized tree branch breaking off from the tree before it dropped and slightly hit us. Everyone else around was looking at us and well, as a friend, I bet you're gonna dash towards us to see if we're fine, won't you? And this friend of mine..She seriously took me by a great surprise.



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SHE DID NOT EVEN FUCKING TURN HER HEAD TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED, LET ALONE TO ASK ABOUT OUR CONDITION DESPITE WE WERE YELLING. ALL SHE DID WAS TO SIT THERE AND STARE AT THE FUCKING FIELD.

Now you tell me. Who will still have any patience left for such person? A person I call friend? Who assumes I'm either invisible or dead? I was really fuming mad at the moment. So I told our another friend, "Okay, that's it. Let's go."

I'm really, really, really d.i.s.a.p.p.o.i.n.t.e.d in her. 19 years old but having a mind of a 9-year-old. For as long as I've known her, I keep seeing her fall, fall and fall again. Each and everytime for the same reason. The other friend and I wanted to help her so much, but our advices often go to waste. Now I finally know that she's helpless. Everything we did for her is equivalent to rubbish. Didn't mean a thing to her. So what for? OH DEAR, WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA GROW UP? I'm so friggin tired already. In my entire life, this is the most tiring friendship I ever had. Things like this never ever happened between the rest of my friends and me. Sometimes I think we should just let go and let her fall at her worst, then perhaps she'll start to understand. But at the same time, I don't wanna see her getting hurt. What am I gonna do with this pathetic friend of mine? I dunno if I should say "Save me!" or "Save her!"



PS : Oh, have I forgotten to mention that let's give a big round of applause to techie! One minute I was, urm, and the next minute, a text message came in, asking if my finger's gone. HAHA!

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All the time I thought I'm completely over it. Why the hell do you have to reappear at this time to change my mind? Quit it. You never knew how much tears I shed. You never knew how hard I cried. You never knew how time was killing me when I stayed awake all night long, thinking of what happened to us. You never knew that I'm still listening to that song. In fact, it's the first track in my iPod. But all these shouldn't matter anymore. So I'm only asking for you to distance yourself from me to avoid all those shit from happening all over again. Cuz I am done, and over with it. And I know where exactly is your heart. Maybe you should be stronger and don't keep holding on to the past. All the memories we shared, I will bury them deep down in my heart.



PS : Happy Halloween peepz! Trick or treat? ;)

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I have this sudden crave for scrambled egg but knowing that Mum will not layan my request, I decided to wait for her to go out and...fry it myself!! Hek hek hek.





Initially I thought all I have to do was to break the egg into a frying pan and stir nia. Lucky Des googled it up for me, otherwise I dunno what my egg will turn out to be. But it's not difficult at all! Simple and satisfying and tastyyy. =) Interested? Click here. Enjoy yourself! x)

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Dunno what the heck is wrong with me. I get so tired and headache easily nowadays. And I'm so lazy to study even though I know doomsday's coming. Slept at 5am on Monday morning, hence skipped school. Went today to catch up with so many things that I got so dizzy. And wtf some moron broke my locker. My absence doesn't mean I'm dead, okay? =.=" Now that the lock's broken, I gotta move everything back home again. Zzzz. Thanks for the trouble, whoever you are.

Anyway, recently Justin introduced me to Fb's Ghost Trapper and I'm a bit caught up with it. =X Initially I don't find it interesting due to the long cooldown time, but heh, I'm not someone who gives up easily yo. So I kept trying and trying and now I die hahaha. Friends, accept my invitation lo so that I can gain more whisky. >.<" The stupid mission really drove me crazy. 3 days for 75 ghosts and I failed at 73. Isn't it so very the ***? And I so friggin want a companionnnnn! T_________T


I. Want. You. Cutie. ROAR.


Des' seal. Out of desperation, I hacked into his acc cuz I failed to get it T.T See how cute it is?!?! Tell me how can I not want it? ='(

Sighs. If you ask me why am I blogging at this time, firstly is cuz I suddenly realised the lack of update lately. Second, tomorrow's an off day. Till Friday. =X Might just rot at home. Till then. Gdnight.

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Actually I've returned for a few days, but I was so exhausted that I hibernated for 15 hours straight after bathing and unpacking my stuffs. Monday was a holiday, skipped Tuesday due to bro's laziness. Resumed my normal life on Wednesday, skipped again on Thursday cuz everyone's sick of Salad. She owns a very powerful M16. Everyday sure must shoot us 99. =.=" As for Friday..skipped under Mum's request. Hahaha. So within two weeks, I only studied for 3 days. Lols Imma be the next one to receive warning letter. >.<"

Anyway, as for Jota, this year's a bit boring. Probably due to the lack of people. The most interesting part ought to be the I-dunno-what-they-renamed-it Night with all those exciting/funny/lame/meaningless performances. And the surprise birthday celebration thingy. Poor them, instead of surprised, they looked rather shocked. Haha. Everyone was so high that night that we were as if clubbing =.=" I got pulled in to the dancefloor during freedance by some random fella. =.=" Next was the kiddos' games. They're all so funny leh. In one of the games, I remember a kid from the winning team told her friend of the losing team : "Gang chai wo rang ni liao.." Hahahaha so action sia. I wonder if we were all like this back then ~.~ And then the backwood's cooking. Those people are really crazy. Some of them could make their food look so classy. But some..cincai until not interested to take another look. For the entire night Jack and I stayed there to eat hahaha. I received a couple of gifts! So nice of them, every year I'm bound to get something from backwood's cooking. Last year was a set of handmade cutlery. This year was a paper umbrella >.<" and a bottle of mineral water, nicely decorated with ribbons and love notes attached to it. But the notes were written in Chinese -________-" And the bad news is..I left it somewhere cuz I was too thrilled with the umbrella wtf. Then the games. I remember the drawn calculator hahaha. Have you ever seen a pig jumping on the floor? I did! Then the call signs thingy. Papa India Golf! Lols. Kena Ah Han challenge =.=" but I'm smarter, I didn't accept his challenge cuz others that accepted ended up being fed up and threw chalks at him hahaha. As for the food, I'm not sure. Didn't touch anything from there. Either Eve's home-cooked food or my chocs. Speaking of chocs.. Someone turned vegetarian?! So cannot believe! Lols anyway, Hock Thiam treated us all one final meal before we bade goodbye >_________<" Everyone had a super big share, as if to feed cows with four stomach =.=" I ate half, Dwayne helped me to sapu the other half. Okay, does that make me half a cow? =.=" Finally reached home around 4. And like I mentioned, bathed, unpacked, 15-hour-hibernation. Alrights, pichas! =D



Source : Birthday cake. Asked Hock Thiam to dig out the choc heart for me haha.



My masterpiece using Jack's cell..



..and Tong (aka Minnie, ask him if you wanna know why) artistically decorated it with his "BM hill" -________-"



Hekhek my umbrella actually came from this~^^



MY POOR MR CHEESY TURTIE JR [Jr cuz this is the small one]!! Got molested by everyone T__________T



Dead meat after three days.


Ahh finally. Believe it or not, I've been writing this entry for the third day cuz I kept getting distracted =.=" Anyways. Hasta la vista babes and dudes! =D


One click, and I understood why people love DSLR. Cuz it's magical. Heavily magical lols. Pardon that face of mine btw.

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